THE LANGUAGE OF JER UNDEFINED; APPREHAND THE UNSPOKEN.

don't mess with my love

Sunday, July 31, 2005/9:40 pm

u looked into my eyes..
telling me that those stories were rumors n lies..
i wish i cld believe in u..
but im sorry to say he told me the truth

got an early birthday pressie frm my uncle..
i dun really need it thou..
but it was appreciated..

im rather busy these few days..
im tryin to keep myself occpupied frm thinking too much..
i shall not let anyone affect me now..
ive fully had my life..
n i noe everyone's happy..
now u can flirt all u want..
u have ur life, now its time i take my life back frm ur hands..
ive been doing much catching up with many frens..
i really do miss my frens..
during sec sch days, i couldnt chill out with u all..
now's the time..i hope its not too late..
right now..my life has 3 objectives..

-study hard

-catch up with my frens

-find my own life, my own happiness

im sorry for all the hurt we've brought to each other..

each time u prove urself to be stronger to me..

im not gonna sound pitiful..

i just cant accept u no more..

im sorry for everything..

but u were over the limit..

i broke down..

this is me, when ive totally broke down..

now i hope to find someone who can pick me up n enlighten me once again..

ive thought bout it for some time..

i guess this cooling off period is a gd thing for both of us..

at least thru this time, ill c how much u actually loved me..

i noe ur gonna move on smoothly..

this is wad u've been looking forward to, aint it?

im giving u wad u really want..

u claim u want me, i gave u plentiful of chances..

but over n over, u blew ur chances..

if not, u didn't even put in a small effort.

how m i to be touched with nth tt u did..

its ok..

i guess u've no ans to my questions..

e conclusion is that u cant make me happy, just like how u make e girl u really love, happy.

let's meet in e future n ill c how u changed..

ill be looking forward to c e future u.. =)

in the mean time, i noe someone is there to tc of u..

she's literally throwing herself all over u..

so ill just back off frm ur life n c how long can she continue treating u like this..

treasure her if u love her..

dun lead her on if u've no other intension.

ive been hurt by u..

i noe tt kind of feeling..

but mayb u have a thing for her.

chill hq..i must be strong, i must step outta this misery..

cant allow myself to suffer no more..