time passed really fast and im about to start sem 2 alr.
but things seem to be stagnent..
life seems to be monotonous..
no thrills or excitement..
i simply detest my sem 2's timetable..
which also means its more diff for me n that lil boy to meet up..
cos with her work plus rugby n all, it almost seems impossible to even meet up..
till then, i wun noe how many changes wld have taken place..
i guess im worrying too much..
im supossed to be happy instead of ranting..

i promised myself to be optimistic..
so i shall try to be.
many things still affecting me.
but NOBODY knows..
n i shall keep it that way.
that shall be a lil secret between me n myself..

u may think im strong n i let go fast..
but im just about the opposite.
u wun understand y have i done this..
so i wun blame u for blaming me.
take it as its my fault.
i plucked up a whole lot of courage to get to where i m now..
ive been through too much..
all i want now is peace n tranquility.
if we continue on n if someone doesnt stop this..
the pain inflicted in me will be much much worse..
all i have to say now is, be happy with ur life with someone who truely loves u.
u need HER , not ME.
we'll still be friends..
n ill still try to be there for u..

time passed really fast and im about to start sem 2 alr.
but things seem to be stagnent..
life seems to be monotonous..
no thrills or excitement..
i simply detest my sem 2's timetable..
which also means its more diff for me n that lil boy to meet up..
cos with her work plus rugby n all, it almost seems impossible to even meet up..
till then, i wun noe how many changes wld have taken place..
i guess im worrying too much..
im supossed to be happy instead of ranting..

i promised myself to be optimistic..
so i shall try to be.
many things still affecting me.
but NOBODY knows..
n i shall keep it that way.
that shall be a lil secret between me n myself..

u may think im strong n i let go fast..
but im just about the opposite.
u wun understand y have i done this..
so i wun blame u for blaming me.
take it as its my fault.
i plucked up a whole lot of courage to get to where i m now..
ive been through too much..
all i want now is peace n tranquility.
if we continue on n if someone doesnt stop this..
the pain inflicted in me will be much much worse..
all i have to say now is, be happy with ur life with someone who truely loves u.
u need HER , not ME.
we'll still be friends..
n ill still try to be there for u..

I am the pastel that paints your world
Boldness is my daringness
Italic is how my imagination drifts
Underline ... go figure it out


Jernice Wong Hui Qing;
TINKERBELL
23rd Aug 1987
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