im quite fan..n irritated with myself..
i think im e cause of all e dispute..
i ought to be shot dead..
i dunno how to settle things anymore..
i seem so useless..
nth ever seems to go my way..
m i really asking for too much?
sighs..i guess i m..
its time i accomodate with everyone..
besides, the majority calls the shots..
ill just step aside n be a lil innocent girl who wun voice out any suggestions or proposals..
im afraid that it'll lead to another misunderstanding followed by a dispute..
im agreeing to anythin even if i dun like it.
huiqing has no choice.
i surrender.-lifts hand up-
im keeping mum.
guess tonight will b a slpless night..
i dunno y but many things seem to b bothering me.
y do i get affected by sch minute things?
sometimes i ponder as well..