its only been just slightly over a month..
n im feeling a queer sense of neglection...
m i asking for too much?
i aint asking u to report to me every single sec..
im not even near to wanting u to surrender ALL ur time to me.
but i just feel that i need a lil love..
a lil more care n a lil more concern.

im not thinking too much, really..
its just merely how i felt deep inside my heart.
i just feel tt there's sth wrong between us.
mayb i really dun understand u.
or maybe vice versa..
i really dun noe..
mayb u aint sensitive to me..

but whatever it is, i just wanna noe wads gg on..
before we end up in a cold war suddenly..
i wan u to share with me ur deepest thoughts n feelings..
but it seems as if i try to take a step to wanna noe ur feelings,
i get pushed back..
its as if im being kept in e dark..
its like ur swallowing ur words each time u speak to me,
as if there's a huge wall barrier.

i dun even expect us to be lovey dovey..
neither do i expect u to noe lil nitty gritty stuff bout me..
all im asking is for u to open up to me.
cux i really dun understand y the sudden coldness n attitude in u..
be it studies, sport, or family issues, im only asking u to share them with me.
cux i really care for u..

guess u wun understand..
nvm..

had no mood or appetite e whole day.
in short, i only ate a piece of bread n a piece of chicken meat e whole day.
met keayern(my ex) n her gf for a short while in town..
my ex grew fatter i must admit..(she's gonna kill me if she sees this)
its their 6mths anni..
n i sincerely feel happy for them..
seeing them so loving just makes my heart envy.
ha.
anyhow..i just hope things wld b better by tmr..
n if it doesnt, den ive really got nth to say..
i must have mental preparation of any sort first.
sighs..
another day of dread coming up...

its only been just slightly over a month..
n im feeling a queer sense of neglection...
m i asking for too much?
i aint asking u to report to me every single sec..
im not even near to wanting u to surrender ALL ur time to me.
but i just feel that i need a lil love..
a lil more care n a lil more concern.

im not thinking too much, really..
its just merely how i felt deep inside my heart.
i just feel tt there's sth wrong between us.
mayb i really dun understand u.
or maybe vice versa..
i really dun noe..
mayb u aint sensitive to me..

but whatever it is, i just wanna noe wads gg on..
before we end up in a cold war suddenly..
i wan u to share with me ur deepest thoughts n feelings..
but it seems as if i try to take a step to wanna noe ur feelings,
i get pushed back..
its as if im being kept in e dark..
its like ur swallowing ur words each time u speak to me,
as if there's a huge wall barrier.

i dun even expect us to be lovey dovey..
neither do i expect u to noe lil nitty gritty stuff bout me..
all im asking is for u to open up to me.
cux i really dun understand y the sudden coldness n attitude in u..
be it studies, sport, or family issues, im only asking u to share them with me.
cux i really care for u..

guess u wun understand..
nvm..

had no mood or appetite e whole day.
in short, i only ate a piece of bread n a piece of chicken meat e whole day.
met keayern(my ex) n her gf for a short while in town..
my ex grew fatter i must admit..(she's gonna kill me if she sees this)
its their 6mths anni..
n i sincerely feel happy for them..
seeing them so loving just makes my heart envy.
ha.
anyhow..i just hope things wld b better by tmr..
n if it doesnt, den ive really got nth to say..
i must have mental preparation of any sort first.
sighs..
another day of dread coming up...

I am the pastel that paints your world
Boldness is my daringness
Italic is how my imagination drifts
Underline ... go figure it out


Jernice Wong Hui Qing;
TINKERBELL
23rd Aug 1987
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