such a let-down; disappointment
Saturday, January 14, 2006/9:59 pm
my life is indeed always at its downs..
thru my 18 yrs of life, many things took place..
many changes happened..
just looking back at the past one yr..
i felt that e changes that ive dealt with were uncountable..
many incidents made me realise many things..
thru these incidents (or shld i say mistakes) only made me stronger n hopefully a better ME.
however most of these incidents were let-downs n disappointments.
im not sure whether im to hate now or to over-look this and shld be happy..
but all i can say is that every thing that happened was in my heart.
some of the things that are not spelt out, doesnt mean that i dont want it or need it.
ive just learnt to b more careful when i say things..
ppl come n go just like that..
n everyone of them were seriously placed in my heart..
n now, one by one, ive to remove them.
its a painful thing to do..
but it seems like ive got no choice..
uive made ur choice..
so its time i make mine..
i really realise that humans cant be depended on..
reason being: human change.
change what? heart and thinking.
i will nv wanna end up having another incident like this.
i dont have so much time n energy to deal with any of this kinda SHIT.
im just not gonna give a damn n live my life as happily as i can..
one moment ur here, e nxt ur not..
i really wldnt noe wad ur thinking n wad do u really want..
maybe i shld be happy that i didnt accept anything.
if not, ill be badly hurt again..
THANK god..
i shld count myself luck that i didnt fall into ur trap.
to me, ur just another jerk..
sometimes i just wish that i NEVER knew u..
its tiring to hate a person..
but it seems like it back to june 23..
where all e hating starts..
its all back to square one.
u will nv noe wad im going thru..
-disappearing act starts-last words: i'd NEVER believe u ever again.
thru my 18 yrs of life, many things took place..
many changes happened..
just looking back at the past one yr..
i felt that e changes that ive dealt with were uncountable..
many incidents made me realise many things..
thru these incidents (or shld i say mistakes) only made me stronger n hopefully a better ME.
however most of these incidents were let-downs n disappointments.
im not sure whether im to hate now or to over-look this and shld be happy..
but all i can say is that every thing that happened was in my heart.
some of the things that are not spelt out, doesnt mean that i dont want it or need it.
ive just learnt to b more careful when i say things..
ppl come n go just like that..
n everyone of them were seriously placed in my heart..
n now, one by one, ive to remove them.
its a painful thing to do..
but it seems like ive got no choice..
uive made ur choice..
so its time i make mine..
i really realise that humans cant be depended on..
reason being: human change.
change what? heart and thinking.
i will nv wanna end up having another incident like this.
i dont have so much time n energy to deal with any of this kinda SHIT.
im just not gonna give a damn n live my life as happily as i can..
one moment ur here, e nxt ur not..
i really wldnt noe wad ur thinking n wad do u really want..
maybe i shld be happy that i didnt accept anything.
if not, ill be badly hurt again..
THANK god..
i shld count myself luck that i didnt fall into ur trap.
to me, ur just another jerk..
sometimes i just wish that i NEVER knew u..
its tiring to hate a person..
but it seems like it back to june 23..
where all e hating starts..
its all back to square one.
u will nv noe wad im going thru..
-disappearing act starts-last words: i'd NEVER believe u ever again.
such a let-down; disappointment
Saturday, January 14, 2006/9:59 pm
my life is indeed always at its downs..
thru my 18 yrs of life, many things took place..
many changes happened..
just looking back at the past one yr..
i felt that e changes that ive dealt with were uncountable..
many incidents made me realise many things..
thru these incidents (or shld i say mistakes) only made me stronger n hopefully a better ME.
however most of these incidents were let-downs n disappointments.
im not sure whether im to hate now or to over-look this and shld be happy..
but all i can say is that every thing that happened was in my heart.
some of the things that are not spelt out, doesnt mean that i dont want it or need it.
ive just learnt to b more careful when i say things..
ppl come n go just like that..
n everyone of them were seriously placed in my heart..
n now, one by one, ive to remove them.
its a painful thing to do..
but it seems like ive got no choice..
uive made ur choice..
so its time i make mine..
i really realise that humans cant be depended on..
reason being: human change.
change what? heart and thinking.
i will nv wanna end up having another incident like this.
i dont have so much time n energy to deal with any of this kinda SHIT.
im just not gonna give a damn n live my life as happily as i can..
one moment ur here, e nxt ur not..
i really wldnt noe wad ur thinking n wad do u really want..
maybe i shld be happy that i didnt accept anything.
if not, ill be badly hurt again..
THANK god..
i shld count myself luck that i didnt fall into ur trap.
to me, ur just another jerk..
sometimes i just wish that i NEVER knew u..
its tiring to hate a person..
but it seems like it back to june 23..
where all e hating starts..
its all back to square one.
u will nv noe wad im going thru..
-disappearing act starts-last words: i'd NEVER believe u ever again.
thru my 18 yrs of life, many things took place..
many changes happened..
just looking back at the past one yr..
i felt that e changes that ive dealt with were uncountable..
many incidents made me realise many things..
thru these incidents (or shld i say mistakes) only made me stronger n hopefully a better ME.
however most of these incidents were let-downs n disappointments.
im not sure whether im to hate now or to over-look this and shld be happy..
but all i can say is that every thing that happened was in my heart.
some of the things that are not spelt out, doesnt mean that i dont want it or need it.
ive just learnt to b more careful when i say things..
ppl come n go just like that..
n everyone of them were seriously placed in my heart..
n now, one by one, ive to remove them.
its a painful thing to do..
but it seems like ive got no choice..
uive made ur choice..
so its time i make mine..
i really realise that humans cant be depended on..
reason being: human change.
change what? heart and thinking.
i will nv wanna end up having another incident like this.
i dont have so much time n energy to deal with any of this kinda SHIT.
im just not gonna give a damn n live my life as happily as i can..
one moment ur here, e nxt ur not..
i really wldnt noe wad ur thinking n wad do u really want..
maybe i shld be happy that i didnt accept anything.
if not, ill be badly hurt again..
THANK god..
i shld count myself luck that i didnt fall into ur trap.
to me, ur just another jerk..
sometimes i just wish that i NEVER knew u..
its tiring to hate a person..
but it seems like it back to june 23..
where all e hating starts..
its all back to square one.
u will nv noe wad im going thru..
-disappearing act starts-last words: i'd NEVER believe u ever again.
about ME
I am the pastel that paints your world
Boldness is my daringness
Italic is how my imagination drifts
Underline ... go figure it out
Jernice Wong Hui Qing;
TINKERBELL
23rd Aug 1987
Virgo
Boldness is my daringness
Italic is how my imagination drifts
Underline ... go figure it out
Jernice Wong Hui Qing;
TINKERBELL
23rd Aug 1987
Virgo
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