gone like the wind.
for a split second i sensed ur presence.
the nxt, ur gone.
no where to be found.
cant be contacted frm anywhere, anyhow.
how i wish i knew wad was happening.
i wld really wish to know answers frm u.
i wanna noe wad's gg on.
but all i get was silence, loneliness n rejection.
here, seems like its the only way of communication that can reach u.
if ur reading this, im really sorry for whatever that ive done.
but i really wanna noe wad's gg on.
ive been so down these few days.
all i can do was to put up a stong facade.
u wldn't noe wad im gg thru..
sometimes i feel as if im living in a world of my own, like im schizophrenic.
but i told myself that even if i was schizophrenic, i was glad that ive sensed ur presence n im satisfied with just that.
i wanna be happy again.
i wanna find that youth n spark in me again.
but it seems so impossible to achieve when things r rock bottom,
when im clueless bout everything.
then again, i guess u wldnt be reading this cux u wont even give a damn.
im really at a loss.
i need serious cheering up.
cos even retail therapy doesnt work now.
where r u?
just where r u when i needed u the most?
i sincerely prayed to God to ask Him to protect u, silently.
i spoke to u with my heart, hoping that the words my heart spoke to was being delivered to u safely.
i really need to know wad's seriously wrong with me.
i wanna be strong.
i gotta be strong.
whatever it is, i really wish u the best.