Quoted from PL:
"You are drinking almost every single day!"Ever since before sch started, i have been having some form of mild insomia.
i just couldn't go to slp at the same time as normal people would.
To some, my case of insomia is known to be quite a heavy sentence.
Apparently, i realised that after rounds of drinks, alcohol, that is, i have believed that it gives me a better rest.
at least i feel that i could sleep effortlessly, without the help of sheep
(1 bahh, 2 bahh).Hence, drinking became my solution to my slping problem.
although i know that its not very healthy indeed, but it seems like it's the only solution up to date that i can think of.
And of course i DO NOT deliberately go on drinking sessions.
So, im named
Ms Alcoholic.
Fact number 1, ive been drinking almost every single day
but it seems as if its been quite some time since i last drank.
Fact number 2, i DO NOT get drunk easily.
Fact number 3, i DO NOT get hysterical nor delirious after i drink
.(although i may laugh like a crazy women to the slightest thing)Fact number 4, i WILL know my way back home,
thankyouverymuch.
Till i find a better solution to cure my weird sleeping habit, i'd still drink randomly.
So do not try to stop me from drinking.
i'm glad i still keep bottles of alcohol in my fridge.
Will anyone help to address my wounds?Will anyone understand the guilt and pain im gg thru?Will anyone enlighten me?i feel absolutely lost and confused.i cant get over this.the trauma is too much for me to handle.