im so sorry to have let you down.i clearly know that ive disappointed u.yet you are looking as if this isnt a matter at all.im filled with regrets over what took place last night.you waited hours for me, hanging ard doing nth when u cld go home and slp.but no, u came and wanted to ensure my safety.i feel absolutely touched.you forgave my mistakes so easily.and didnt hold a grudge.u didnt wanna start a quarrel with me, although a quarrel should have started.it's all my fault. i dont deserve your kindness and sincerity.i dont even deserve your love.i feel like a downright slut, betraying your trust.im sorry. but i know, no amount of sorries can atone for my sins nor take away the pain that ive inflicted unto you.due to a moment of folly and wilfulness, my sins can nv be taken away.although you have forgiven me, the guilt will stay in my heart forever.but after all that happened, i wanna let you know that you are the ONLY ONE i love.no doubt bout it. thank you for sacrificing for me.i really appreciate it, dear.PL came over to my house straight after sch yesterday.
slacked ard my house and had dinner before we left the house at near 11pm.
called a cab into my place.
went straight to Goodwood Park Hotel.
Waited eons for N. to arrive.
went in tgt with a couple of friends.
drank minimal last night.
danced with ting most of the time.
enjoyed my time yesterday.
apart frm the scandal issue which is still haunting me.
i really feel so damn guilty.
Baby picked us up at Goodwood Park Hotel itself.
We ended at 3am.
PL stayed over in the end.
Baby came inside for a while and left my house only at 5am.
poor thing, has to wake up at 6plus 7 the nxt morning.
sacrificed your slp for me.
carried heavy eye bags to camp.
suffered the tonnes of work load in camp.
i ought to be shot dead, qing.