thoughts
Monday, August 14, 2006/11:10 pm
I have been doing pretty much thinking during these few days bout my present life.
Alot has changed.
All's changed in a jiffy.
It's hard to think how life is wonderful when setbacks keep coming head-on.
But then again, im thankful(at least) that my life is not as worst off as others.
It's true that it's been a pretty long while since i really felt exhilerated.
However, i'd just have to shake off my mind and tell myself to brace up each time i land myself creeping into a pit hole.
I don't see anything to look forward to.
No motivation. No life. Emptiness sets in.
My heart's so numb that when i really feel like crying, no tears are formed.
But i still hear my heart shattering and sinking all in one time.
I gotta stand strong.
No one will be there for me to depend on.
(of course i know PL and my friends will be there for me.)
I really wish to be all fine and jovial once again.
For i really dont know how long can i keep this facade.
Im afraid of lonliness.
Im afraid of neglection.
I need you
Alot has changed.
All's changed in a jiffy.
It's hard to think how life is wonderful when setbacks keep coming head-on.
But then again, im thankful(at least) that my life is not as worst off as others.
It's true that it's been a pretty long while since i really felt exhilerated.
However, i'd just have to shake off my mind and tell myself to brace up each time i land myself creeping into a pit hole.
I don't see anything to look forward to.
No motivation. No life. Emptiness sets in.
My heart's so numb that when i really feel like crying, no tears are formed.
But i still hear my heart shattering and sinking all in one time.
I gotta stand strong.
No one will be there for me to depend on.
(of course i know PL and my friends will be there for me.)
I really wish to be all fine and jovial once again.
For i really dont know how long can i keep this facade.
Im afraid of lonliness.
Im afraid of neglection.
I need you
thoughts
Monday, August 14, 2006/11:10 pm
I have been doing pretty much thinking during these few days bout my present life.
Alot has changed.
All's changed in a jiffy.
It's hard to think how life is wonderful when setbacks keep coming head-on.
But then again, im thankful(at least) that my life is not as worst off as others.
It's true that it's been a pretty long while since i really felt exhilerated.
However, i'd just have to shake off my mind and tell myself to brace up each time i land myself creeping into a pit hole.
I don't see anything to look forward to.
No motivation. No life. Emptiness sets in.
My heart's so numb that when i really feel like crying, no tears are formed.
But i still hear my heart shattering and sinking all in one time.
I gotta stand strong.
No one will be there for me to depend on.
(of course i know PL and my friends will be there for me.)
I really wish to be all fine and jovial once again.
For i really dont know how long can i keep this facade.
Im afraid of lonliness.
Im afraid of neglection.
I need you
Alot has changed.
All's changed in a jiffy.
It's hard to think how life is wonderful when setbacks keep coming head-on.
But then again, im thankful(at least) that my life is not as worst off as others.
It's true that it's been a pretty long while since i really felt exhilerated.
However, i'd just have to shake off my mind and tell myself to brace up each time i land myself creeping into a pit hole.
I don't see anything to look forward to.
No motivation. No life. Emptiness sets in.
My heart's so numb that when i really feel like crying, no tears are formed.
But i still hear my heart shattering and sinking all in one time.
I gotta stand strong.
No one will be there for me to depend on.
(of course i know PL and my friends will be there for me.)
I really wish to be all fine and jovial once again.
For i really dont know how long can i keep this facade.
Im afraid of lonliness.
Im afraid of neglection.
I need you
about ME
I am the pastel that paints your world
Boldness is my daringness
Italic is how my imagination drifts
Underline ... go figure it out
Jernice Wong Hui Qing;
TINKERBELL
23rd Aug 1987
Virgo
Boldness is my daringness
Italic is how my imagination drifts
Underline ... go figure it out
Jernice Wong Hui Qing;
TINKERBELL
23rd Aug 1987
Virgo
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