At a major lossIm utterly disappointed with myself.
Im gonna give it all up.
I've never dealt with such a big blow before.
Crying over spilt milk's not gonna help, i know.
But it seems like that's the only thing im capable of doing right now.
Im in dilerium, nose
running blocked, losing my sanity.
Will somebody stand by me during this rough patch of mine? I need somebody. I really do.