
This afternoon my bro brought me to this desert place in the heart of chinatown.
And we shared a bowl of herbal jelly and mango snow ice.
Now i'm plagued with tremendous stress.
Feeling is worse than approaching exams.
Now, this decision i have to make will change and influence alot of factors.
I cant bring myself to do it.
But i know i have to, sooner or later.
Tension will take flight to an even greater level.
So much so that i dont feel comfortable in my own home anymore.
It's no longer a home.
It's just a house to me, after i make this decision.
Things are gonna change from today onwards.
Tables will be turned.
This is a mind game, a battlefield, where wit and strategy wins the game.
Guess like i have to be sacrificed some things to gain others.
Im so tired.
Why me?