
I just kept crying and crying and crying the whole day until i've bloodshot eyes.
Didnt eat the whole day. No appetite at all. In no mood to care bout my gastric at this point.
Couldnt get to slp at all.
Thanks Val, who encouraged me thru this tough time.
But i still cant come to terms with it.
Not yet, maybe not ever.
Sorry to those whom I didnt reply via sms.
I just needed some time alone, to cool down.
But it seems like it's not helping.
Cos tears keep flowing uncontrollably.
Eyes pain, head pain.
Heart even more painful.
What's wrong with me?
I really wished i was dead.
I need a hug.