She's looks so young, never expected her to be married alr!

Drowned my sorrows in red wine yst.
Cried like a fool hence my bloodshot eyes. (pls ignore my eyes)
In fact, I cried many times that night for a couple of reasons that was subconsciously haunting me.
Now thinking back, I feel so embarassed.
Thanks to Edward, I feel enlightened.
Had a heart to heart talk and I began to understand things from a different perspective.
More willing to accept the harsh reality being slapped hard onto my face.
I feel so much better after expressing my bottled feelings.
I've learnt to take things easy with an open heart and mind.
Ed sang a song yst which lyrics seemed so meaningful at that point.
Needless to say, tears just filled my eyes in an instant.
While we were talking, he said sth that reminded me of a painful memory.
This time I broke down.
All that bottled feelings I was subconsciously hiding from everyone else has been resurfaced.
I had a good cry, had a good laugh (think I hardly smiled that day).
Had a good puke that emptied my whole stomach. (I never knew I had that much to puke)
It was like the ultimatum of embarassment man.
Edward made sure I was home safely and went into slumber almost immediately.
I really appreciate the time and effort taken to listen each other out.
Thank You. =)